Sunday 7 August 2011

There is a light that never goes out...

Welcome back. A welcome both to you and to myself.

I'm incredibly tired as I write this so please excuse anything that doesn't make a lot of sense. I feel the need to recap slightly on the state of this blog. It's empty, as you can probably see. I deleted everything a while back, however I did save it all first. The majority of my "old" blog was written by a different person. A far angrier, more stressed individual who doesn't really exist within me any more. Not to say I'm calm, I still sweat the little things, worry... but I'm better at containing it.

I also haven't felt the need to write at length about the littlest issue that irritates me.

Maybe that's down to my friends, or new friendships forged... or maybe not. All I know is that I can deal better now.

The main reason for me starting this back up now is that I want to get back into the habit of writing. I wrote a couple of pages a few nights back, actually wrote, not typed... a prologue to a script from the point of view of someone who isn't the protagonist. I thought it was good. I didn't write it in script format, but like prose. I may post that up in the next few days. I want to be a writer, but find it hard to get motivated to start. When I start I'm often fine. Sadly the times of motivation are few and far between. I have a few doable script ideas, one for a TV series, one for a web series and a couple of films. As well as a few completely undeveloped ideas.

Maybe if I write about them, talk about them, I'll get them written? That's the hope.

Later days.

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